“High school is gonna be so bomb. Parties, good grades, lots of laughter and friends, cute girls on our dicks! Oh, man, it’s going to be great” 

Man, none of that shit didn’t even come true. I want it to be like HSM but whatever. 

I am totally fine with the fact that I have no one to spend my weekends with because I have no friends and everyone is to cool for me but when I do absolutely nothing but watch “Beyblade” for 6 hours straight I cry. I should be practicing on my footwork and my variations. I should also be practicing on my freezes and ankle breakers. I should also be creating choreography for “Lost” or at least riding around my alley on my skateboard. Ffs I could have been doing homework for once. Eff. 

I was supposed to give this disc back. I was supposed to break it, to burn it, to put in the box of all the things that you have given me. But I kept it, and now I’m listening to it, thinking about you and think about all the things that I should have done rather than what I did wrong. 

I don’t know. I really miss back then when I always had at least someone to talk to till I fall asleep or to have someone make me laugh at anytime, anywhere. I really miss having someone. 

Oh. man. I don’t even care if I’m sweaty and greasy tomorrow. I am going to TD after work no matter what because I am sick and tired of just thinking of all the possibilities of dance taking me somewhere in life. I gotta get up and do something about it. 

Bonnie is dead. </3 I’m actually so sad about it still. I mean, she has done so much shit for her friends man, even her enemies. She’s brought back Jeremy from the dead, she’s protected her friends in more than one way, and she even protected the whole world. Ugh, and Elena and Stefan are in love with each other, no sire bond, no bullshit. Tyler is allowed to go back to Mystic Falls, and Klaus admitted that he wants to be Caroline’s last and it was so sweet and heart felt man. Rick came back too and made Stefan be happy one again and adfgjkha I can’t man. So fucking soggy. Too bad Stefan is locked up in some cell that is under a lake because Sylus came back alive again since Bonnie died. FUCK .