Izanami

Astro Boy, essay, and then work.

Fri, 24 May 2013 12:09:03 -0400

Astro Boy, essay, and then work.

sweetsoles: mita sneakers x Adidas ZX 8000 ‘EQT’ (by...

Fri, 24 May 2013 11:14:56 -0400

sweetsoles:

mita sneakers x Adidas ZX 8000 ‘EQT’ (by asphaltgold)

Even though I may not have friends to talk to, I sure do have this keyboard.

Fri, 24 May 2013 02:52:05 -0400

Even though I may not have friends to talk to, I sure do have this keyboard.

mikelernerphotography: The Flatiron Building from 25th and...

Fri, 24 May 2013 02:51:32 -0400

mikelernerphotography:

The Flatiron Building from 25th and 5th

(by Mike Lerner)

You make me curious. I look at you as I pass you down the hallway, and I notice your adorable...

Fri, 24 May 2013 02:51:15 -0400

You make me curious. I look at you as I pass you down the hallway, and I notice your adorable appearances, and I sometimes want to kiss you on the cheeks because they look so soft. I want to to talk to you, to get to know you, to get the chance to have another significant other in my life because I think that I may ready to get myself back out there, but I am scared that you may not want to get to know me.

I don’t want you to know who I was, what I have done, or what I do now. I don’t want you to know my deepest secrets. They might scare you, cause you to run away from me, leave me, and they might even scare your parents and make them disapprove of me. But maybe I am gutsy enough to take the risk because I want you and your family to see the good in me as well. My high pitched laugh, my weird faces, my bright attitude, and welcoming humour, I suppose?

I just want to know you, to know your parents, to try and make things go in the right direction this time because I am magnetic towards you, and I want you to be magnetic towards me as well. I just want to live a part of my life with you, going through adventures, learning more about each other rather than just the “bboy” and “IB student” kind of things. I want to go through ups and downs, laughs and tears, love and heartbreak, because that’s what makes life..interesting.

sweetsoles: Nike Air Max 1 x Sneakers Addict ‘3rd Anniversary’...

Fri, 24 May 2013 02:44:50 -0400

sweetsoles:

Nike Air Max 1 x Sneakers Addict ‘3rd Anniversary’ (by Jérémy Goaziou)

Honestly, I hate staying up late. I’m alone with my thoughts and I don’t let them get...

Fri, 24 May 2013 02:44:30 -0400

Honestly, I hate staying up late. I’m alone with my thoughts and I don’t let them get control of me but I know that they are there. I won’t let them get to me, but thinking about it even makes me confused sometimes.

I put on the album, I look through your pictures, through your posts, and I miss you. I miss the times where we would spend days together, and I would somehow hurt myself. When you taught me how to long board, I ripped my jeans and started bleeding. When we were having a water balloon fight, I slipped and fell on my shoulder. You took care of me, nurtured me, told me that everything was going to be alright. And for a second I believed you, the injuries and all, but my stubborn attitude and childish ways ruined the day. I remember where you and I would just lay down, listening to your album, and our lips would somehow find each other. I remember sneaking out at night and trying to skip morning class just to see you. I remember giving you my lighter and my cigarettes because you wanted me to stop, and I took your habits away from you too.

But now, everything is just lost, everything you and I had. We were in the same social class, the same science class this year and we have not said a single word to each other. We have had glimpses of each other, little smirks, but they were unwelcoming from both sides.

Sometimes I miss you, I guess.

Photo

Fri, 24 May 2013 01:53:21 -0400

Photo

Fri, 24 May 2013 01:53:15 -0400

I’m trying to be happy, trying to smile, but it’s more difficult to be happy than it is...

Fri, 24 May 2013 01:53:04 -0400

I’m trying to be happy, trying to smile, but it’s more difficult to be happy than it is to be sad. Keep pushing through, is what He tells me, but it seems as if I’m stressing myself out trying to be happy. Will I ever understand?

trashhand: Elliot

Fri, 24 May 2013 01:48:17 -0400

trashhand:

Elliot

what-id-wear: (original : Instinto Vestir )

Fri, 24 May 2013 01:48:13 -0400

what-id-wear:

(original : Instinto Vestir )

You guys think I’m doing this project just to show a little humor to the class and stuff, but...

Fri, 24 May 2013 01:46:16 -0400

You guys think I’m doing this project just to show a little humor to the class and stuff, but in reality, I’m doing this project because I really hated it when you guys ignored my ideas when you guys asked what we should do for it. I don’t usually get butt hurt over shit like this, but because this year has been a fucking terrible year, I just feel like bringing some negativity in some of your guys’ life.

Baby swipes, baby swipes, swipe baby’s.

Fri, 24 May 2013 01:37:38 -0400

Baby swipes, baby swipes, swipe baby’s.

No more spending, just saving from now on. Mom says I’m going to have to pay for my own phone...

Fri, 24 May 2013 01:32:28 -0400

No more spending, just saving from now on. Mom says I’m going to have to pay for my own phone bill, bus passes, clothes, and school related things. Plus, I have my own stuff to buy, a new long board (because I got fucking ripped off stupid me), a new bike, a skate pack, new converse, new laptop for my brother, and new glasses.

Gulay help me.

What really pissed me off today was when he started to show signs of carrying the cross man. I...

Fri, 24 May 2013 01:26:37 -0400

What really pissed me off today was when he started to show signs of carrying the cross man. I don’t know, man, just trying to look out for my nigga.

The rain falls on top of my umbrella and eventually finds it’s way to where it’s...

Fri, 24 May 2013 01:20:00 -0400

The rain falls on top of my umbrella and eventually finds it’s way to where it’s supposed to be.

Just like how we supposedly fell for each other, but ended up where we are supposed to be, and unfortunately it wasn’t with each other.

sweetsoles: Nike Air Max 1 x Atmos ‘Viotech’ (by Lukas Baetza)

Fri, 24 May 2013 01:17:50 -0400

sweetsoles:

Nike Air Max 1 x Atmos ‘Viotech’ (by Lukas Baetza)

x-enial: Eclipse Time Lapse by JacquelineBarkla

Fri, 24 May 2013 01:17:42 -0400

x-enial:

Eclipse Time Lapse by JacquelineBarkla

My cravings were coming back today, the cigs, the rude remarks, but I stopped myself from doing so...

Fri, 24 May 2013 01:16:56 -0400

My cravings were coming back today, the cigs, the rude remarks, but I stopped myself from doing so because I am capable of good, not bad.

I’m proud of myself. Days like these I realizes that I have amazing friends that I can walk with, laugh with, eat with, dance, and learn with. I’ve created a little bit more ankle breaker variations, and learned baby swipes with my new friend Nica. I honestly felt so blessed today.

And the walk home at 10pm gave me so much time think about things. The rain, it made everything look so much more beautiful in the street lights. Water is the solution, it cleanses the earth, gives life to the air and plants, and I just enjoy it hitting against my umbrella. I love night walks in the rain. Ugh, my neighbourhood has such a pretty natural environment and I just kept thinking about good times. I just wish I had manned up to say hi to you, wearing your vibrant shirt and all, looking pretty as always, but there is also next time to try and say hi again.